for real this time

[feartheclown.livejournal.com]

So yeah, I'm still having issues with my characterization of this guy and I'm having a hard time getting over them. I know I failed at dropping before, but this time I really am going to call it quits with him.

But. But. I'm not gone for good, as I do plan on re-apping with a CRAU this upcoming round. I've been giving it a lot of thought and I really do think this is the best option for me right now. I love you guys here too much to leave.

I'll still respond to any threads he currently has going, and hopefully I'll see you again shortly!

- Lauren