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I'm dropping Pleakley, The Grand Councilwoman, Zira, and Sonny.

I was hoping to hang around until a global HMD post went up so I could see what I was doing wrong and fix it. But I realise this entire game is just filled with people who are too talented and out of my league. You guys deserve someone with more experience and less RP newbieness. Sorry for botching up whatever I did, I tried to do things right but I guess I didn't know how. Maybe with more practice things will get better.

You guys are all really good at what you do, and I haven't seen one single character that I didn't enjoy reading. The other reason I wanted to wait till an HMD post is because since day one of playing here, I've just wanted to gush about how great, how nice, and much fun you all are. The setting for the game is something that impresses me too, and I love the world the the mods have built for everyone.

I'm really sorry about having to drop now when I had plots with all my characters with all you beautiful people. So please don't feel like I'm just ditching because I don't care; I was really, really looking forward to playing all of them. I was excited and had been planning for so long. I wish I deserved to be here, but maybe I'll see some of you guys around?

~~Anyway, you are all very fabulous, and you have a right to have better Pleakleys, GCWs, Ziras, and Sonnys.~~

Thank you for playing with me. I tried my best and had fun while it lasted.

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Hey guys, I'm chill again. I'm normally kind of lacking a backbone, but you should know that when all this no-fun went down, I'd also been dealing with some lame sad stuff at the hospital I work at, and finding out my mom was sick. Additionally I'm just starting a new full time job as well as some pretty intense accounting classes (which I am crap at), so aside from whatever RP malaise I had going on, there's some other stuff I was occupied with too.

Anyway, keep on keeping on you cool people, and have a lot of fun!

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1. Buddy, you just said you were disappointed in me.
2. I felt like the people I had plots with deserved an explanation as to why I'm dropping and I didn't want them to think I simply didn't care about them. They all deserve better I think.
3. Here is not the place to talk about that. If you want to continue I'm on AIM but invisible.
4. WHAT BASICS? Man, I can grammar okay when I'm not ruddy tripping over one of my own damn languages. But I don't think i'm keying in to social cues / getting the RP culture. Yeah I know how to post in a thread and use most of the LJ buttons now, but there is so much I don't know. What comes after the basics? I am constantly asking Anne or Coffee or whomever (who shouldn't be important) what I'm supposed to do in X situation. This must make me look incredibly enfeebled, I know.
5. I don't know these things, I wouldn't have thought of it, I don't know what is feasible. I need to be a learning.

You're right, and I regret this drop post now. But I'm not saying I'm terrible, I'm saying I need more practice and that this is a good group of people who don't deserve to have me moaning at them because of rainclouds. There was only time for one anon to say they hated me, I posted my drop very shortly after that post I think. And I should hope people don't see me trying to fix my issues. I'm trying to keep everything that isn't sunshine out of the public eye, as I had thought was good RP netiquette. I'm not looking for compliments, and little good they will do since, y'know. I am dropping. I tried to keep my drop post as nice, and in lack of finger pointing as I could. I think I succeeded. I just regret posting when I was upset, as clearly I should have been in a different state of mind. I just wanted to be as sincere as I could since I feel pretty darn guilty about dropping when I had all those threads planned. I am like, super sad, I guess I say say stupid things. Please forgive me.

Drop;

Darling, let's get in the car.